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September is my second favorite month... [Sep. 7th, 2010|05:25 pm]
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My brothers birthday is coming up, its been a year since he died and I can vividly remember the last time he told me he loved me.
I wish I had been there for him in the end. Why wasn't I?
I miss him so much and now every stupid fucking Britney Spears song makes me cry.
I miss the way he used to kiss his Curious George doll on the nose, and how ever single damn year for his birthday and Christmas he always wanted a cd player and walkie talkies, up until the very last birthday wish.
I remember when we were kids and he would put a bucket on his head and march after me singing DUNDUNDUN as loud as he could to piss me off.
I miss his jokes that he would tell over and over again for years and years.
I miss his hugs.
I miss him so god damn mother fucking much.
I dont know where he is now. But god I hope so much that if hes anywhere, hes happy.
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Its my birthday... [Mar. 15th, 2009|03:08 am]
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yay. Im old.
Midlife crisis possible at 22 years?

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Nolstalgia [Mar. 7th, 2009|11:40 pm]
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Its a funny little happy feeling I got when I found out that a couple I once knew, back when we were all 16, is still together and in love.

Life can still be good somewhere...amazing.
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I am not a bird... [Oct. 11th, 2007|06:59 pm]
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[Current Mood |weirdweird]

its been a while since Ive been here.
Its been a even longer while since I posted something that mattered and wasnt just random phrases.

To catch up...
Im 20 years old.
Im old now.
I have been dating Jess 2 years and 8 months.
Manda is my bestest friend.
I live with Jess in our apt.
We have sex all the time :D
I have two lovely kitty kats.
I am buying a house in the summer of next.
My dad is crazy and I am waiting for the call letting me know he has taken his life.
I try not to think of that one to much.
I have a sparkly engagment ring.
I am getting married in a year.
I work the over-night shift sorting clothes...pretty boring...its just until I go to school next fall.
I am super excited that its fall!
I cant wait to go to haunted houses and trick or treating.
Screw you, I am still going to go trick or treating.
I am short.
I will get away with it.
I need to dye my hair pink again.
Its very ordinary black and its slightly depressing.
I have 7 piercings; labret, ears, tounge, nipples, and my bridge.
I love my bridge piercing so much I might just marry it.
I have 4 tattoos; a sleave type tattoo, a peguin on my shoulder, a heart behind my ear, and lyrics on my leg.(ask me and I will tell you which lyrics...maybe)
I weigh more then I ever have in my life and its hella sad.
Good thing Im adorable.
My favorite band is still Alkaline Trio...
Fuck you...
they are NOT goth :P
I am not a bird.

Does anyone even come on here anymore?


I prolly will be back.

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Smell ya later [Jul. 5th, 2006|11:47 pm]
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I off to Alaska!

Dont take any wooden nickles.
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Suck it "buddy" [Feb. 11th, 2006|11:04 pm]
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Erm...*looks at you*...*barf*...*runs away*
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Random pop up [Dec. 3rd, 2005|02:03 pm]
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Holy shit...been a while.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2005|01:34 pm]
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[Current Mood |contemplative*contemplative*]
[Current Music |White Stripes - Same Boy You've Always Known]


Thursday I got to see Damon *Woot*woot*!
We all played Dirty Minds, very amusing.
Its really hard to concentrate on a something innocent when you have the mental picture of a Life Saver being stuck up a pussy.
*shakes head*

After Damon left *tear* I went to Stephs house and hung out with fellow lesbians (well, at least Im "half lesbian" as they have taken to referring me as) and we watched The L Word....it is the most addicting show I have ever seen.

After about four hours of it Steph, Jess, and I made a "makeout chart" and it showed how all of us who ever went to Diversity are all connected by saliva at some point...it was awesome ^_^

This thursday Steph, Jess, and I are going to put up a big poster board with our names on in and everyone can put their names up and start connecting, its very exciting (yes, we are a bit obsessed, shut up.)

So...thats it.

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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2005|03:29 pm]
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[Current Mood |crazy*crazy*]

Gesus christbuckets.
I havent been on LJ for freaken ever.
Nobody I know is really on here anymore...*sadness*

Life in general has been pretty good, dont have many complaints.
The only bad things has been the Drama between Jess, Megan, and "The Group" as they call themselfs. Drama, Drama, Drama, and more Drama there.
But thats it.

My rainbow van died about two weeks ago, and I feel like I lost alot of coolness with it, it was my baby. But since it died I got a new car, its a beater, but it has pimpin potential.

I feel old.

I know thats stupid and any other person older than me will bitch at me and tell me, "18 isnt old, its the best years of your life dangnappit!" "Cheer up you little cunt!" ....or something like that.

But I feel old.

Im trying to get a job.

I want to have money so I can move out...someday.

Well thats it.



You are all hoes anyway :P
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2005|12:38 am]
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The Grey Girl.
Not quite invisible, always there
Nobody can see her expressions
Nobody acknowleges her mind
They make up her smile, her voice, her stare
His agumental screams, her laugh at a joke
Everything about her isnt hers, its theirs
All of it
They constructed this person out of nonsense and grey matter
No one really knows her, no ones even tried
Shes their emotional puching bag
The free tharapist
Their emotional drain
The non-exsistant shoulder to bitch on
Why does she just stand there?
Doesnt she ever get tired, sad, or fed up?
But there she is, right now, just waiting
Waiting for your fitted smile
Waiting for your life to pour in to her frame
The Grey Girl is always there, and she always will be
Shes you
Shes him
Shes me
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